Live for the moment, plan for the future and see beyond the past. That's my motto today and so on..

don't know why but i realised that it's only when im bathing then thoughts start to flow in my mind and thats what i really want to blog. so when i actually come to blog when im using the computer, i feel that what i really want to type don't come to mind.. so yup. my mind's just an empty blank right now. n so i'll just leave it at that.

have loads of work and subjects to study now.. Crap shld have started earlier. But now, it's still not tooo late, so i'm pretty thankful. But i Really have to start now! I ain't got a choice. Jap written test is like nxt Wednesday okay! lols. Haven't started at all! Crap. Gotta start. Like now. No more time to play computer games anymore... I've been addicted to this particular computer game for Weeks la! Gdness! Gdness! lols! Boy oh boy. Damn it. it's at www ferryhalim.co-m/. The dash in between the com is intentional ar. Just don't want to give myself another link to it and lower my chances of playing the game. It's the bee game that i'm addicted too. Can't stand it. I've got no time already still play it. And it's like everytime i start playing, i get hooked. And i'll have to play it for like another 3 more times at least. Makes me tired. N kinda sick of the game.. Darn. And i really want to improve my english. And be able to sound more like yingyi in my writing. She's articulate and smart. I want to be able to write like her soon. Hehheh. But still i want to retain the cheery and carefree style i write too.

Hmm does the way i write now suddenly seem very high and then suddenly pretty low? Hmm.. Have you heard about a kind of depression called the bi-polar disorder? Well, putting it simply, it's when the person has extreme moodswings. so the person with the disorder can be extremely happy at this time and then extremely upset the next. Hmm... I was just comparing the way i'm writing now to it... But not to that extent la..Haha.. Oh well..

17 Dec! I'm looking forward to it! Yeah man! Gg to meet up with charlene n squad! Hehe. Looking forward to it after CT aka common test. Oh well. i've got to go...muses. Sayounara ( i think it shld be spelt that way haha not too sure...but i'll go check =))