I'm a Woman, Hear me Roar! ;)

Finally

2009-02-10T01:42:00.000+08:00

Finally.. you've arrived..

Lift

2009-01-14T18:52:00.006+08:00

I went to Tp's open hse last sat with my aunt.
It was awesome!
Ha!
Yea

and in order for us to get some of the souvenirs, we had to write down our names..
and guess what?!
the person who wrote before me was also called Petrina!!!
HAHA!

I was so shocked!
Literally stunned!
I stood there and stared and looked and double checked, triple checked and continued staring at the paper for about 10 seconds!
Haha
I cldn't believe my eyes!
Cos my name is actually rather uncommon,
it's not easy to find it anywhere.
Hmm, but I guess, that it's beoming more popular nowadays.
Hmm, but the person's name was spelled as" Petrinaz"
with an extra "z" at the back.
ha.
spoilt the whole sound of the name.
ha.
well.

so be it.
I love my name!
It's rather uncommon, unique and sounds pleasant too.
Hmm
Then again, I've heard of some rather uncommon names too
such as hmm.. Cecil?
and I can't remember the rest, they were so rare, and well, pretty hard to pronounce.
But, when you spell it out, it looks really nice!

Besides that,
I got to try out the virtual simulation device at visual something course =P
cool!
I cld control screen. It was like in a virtual world.
you can walk, fly, open doors ect, etc.
Word says that they're planning to use this technology to sell houses.
The potential customers will be able to use this software to have a walkthrough of the house and they can actually see for themselves how the house will look and feel like!
Cool!
Awesome stuff!

Oh yea, i'm feeling pretty proud of myself today for volunteering for a challenging subject!

Cya den!

2009-01-11T02:51:00.001+08:00

sha dong gua

haha

It's a beautiful facade

2009-01-02T00:53:00.003+08:00

I'm in an aweful mood, don't ask.

It's a beautiful facade.

Happy New Year to One and All! =D

2009-01-01T02:04:00.002+08:00

Happy New Year to One and All!! =D

Happy Happy New Year!!!!

Heheh Hoho!!

I'm really glad hoho!

Had an AWESOME outing with my squadmates today!
Let's see.. Charlene, Ying yi, Huijuan, Maddy, Weixue, Shufen, Mai and I !
hehe 8. eight.
2008.
Oops. Kaes, being random!
okay, I'll upload some photos once I've received them. =)

Actual plan was to go to the Manhatten's Fish restaurant I think, but we had a change of plans as it wasn't hahal.
Hehe.
So, we ate long john's and saved a whole lot of money too. =p
haha.
ordered a take away and sat by the Riverside for dinner.
Woots! Wow. It had a really romantic kinda feeling.
Hehe.
Adored it.
Mai Even wanted to sit on the steps along the riverside too!
Wah!
Risktaker!
It was soo close to the bank.
Haha.
The rest of us just sat far away from the steps!

Colourful steps! =)

I got to see the GMax live in action too!
Woo~
Cool.
Hmm, however, it wasn't as high as I thought it wld have been.
Nonetheless, cool.

One rider even wore a dress!
Haha, asking for trouble.. :p
It was a gd thing tt her dress didn't fly up..
or not.. haha..
Or maybe, it was too far to see.. :p..
Anws, the point is, it's nt the best idea to wear a dress if you wanna ride the Gmax.

Cool, besides the Gmax, there's also another ride called the Extreme Swing I think.
Haha.. looks exhilarating.

I wld love to try both out someday!
Anyone gamed to try?

It was really great catching up with my friends today!
It's been a reeaallly looong time since I last saw some of them.
About a year?
Hehe!
Awesome!
My New Year? Couldn't have been better without them!!
=D

I Love you guys, ha, girls!
hehe!
*muacks*!
Take Care!

P.S. Gift exchange! =)

Merry X'mas

2008-12-25T13:13:00.002+08:00

Merry X'mas to one and All!!

Okay I really really want to change my blogskin, it's too cheery.
hoho.
Stay happy,
even though I know it's hard ppl!
Wuaha!
Ganbatte ba!
Gdluck!
Merry X'mas and a Happy New Year!

Chalet!!!!

2008-12-16T22:34:00.002+08:00

Just to kill time

Three Things About Me
1) I like being an optimist.
2) I have cute toes.
3) I actually enjoy doing reports. (sometimes)

Five Things I Like
1) Adventure!
2) Learning new things everyday! aquiring new knowledge
3) To be an early bird
4) Freebies (ahaha)
5) To use my time wisely

Three Things I Don't Like
1) Spiders.
2) Horror movies. It's like a love-hate relationship actually.
3) Nagging? haha

Three Food I Will Never Ever Eat
1) Cockles & Mussels
I'll eat pretty much everything else that's edible.
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1. Would you marry for money?
No

2. Have you had braces?
No

3. Could you live without a computer?
Hmm.. I can try..

4. If you could live in any past time period, where would it be?
Hmm..In Europe?

5. Do you drink enough water?
Nope

6. Do you wear shoes in the house or take 'em off?
Off

7. What are your favorite fruit?
For now, Kiwis =)

8. What is your favorite place to visit?
No favourite place yet..I like to explore everwhere!

9. Are you photogenic?
Nope

10. Do you dream in color or black and white?
Colour

11. Why do you take this survey?
To kill time

12. Do you drink alcohol?
A little.

13. What is the most beautiful language?
I have yet to learn every language so..hmm.. I can't really say..
I've studied Japanese and I think it's a really cute language!
Wld want to pick up Icelandic someday!

14. Do you like being kissed when you are asleep?
Depends on who's kissing..

15. WHAT do you like MOST: Sunrise or sunset?
Sunrise

16. Do you want to live until you're 100 yrs old?
Nope

17. Is a flat stomach important to you?
Yes

19. When you watch movies at home, do you like the lights switched on or off?
Off

20. Do you believe in magic?
Yes

22. Do you like to watch cartoons?
Depends on what cartoon

23. At what age did you find out that Santa Claus wasn't real?
I never believe in him.

24. Do you write poems?
Seldom

25. Do you snore?
I don't think so?

26. You sleep more on your back, front,or sides?
Back and sides

27. Would you rather have a poodle or a rottweiler?
Neither

28. Are you basically a happy person?
Yes

29. Are you tired?
Nope

30. Did you drink anything with caffeine?
Nope

32. How many landline/cellphones do you have in your house?
Six

33. Do you get along with your parents?
Alrights.

34. Do u smoke?
Nope. Smoking is disgusting.

35. Do you have a kitty?
Nope

36. Have you ever had a birthday party?
When I was five.

37. What do you do when you're sad?
You wldn't know when I'm sad. I just keep to myself. It depends on where I am.

38. What do you need most now?
Stronger Willpower!

40. What are you craving right now?
nil :p

haha ripped this from a friends blog! haha
I want to have another squad outing soon!

The day i hugged a mannequin

2008-11-28T00:39:00.007+08:00

yesterday, I went to suntec with my friends, Wing, Jas and Jenyan to buy the two december babies their birthday gifts. haha.

woo~. after having a fantastic buffet dinner at sakae, we continued on our shopping trip.

on the way, I saw an umbrella vending machine! Haha. Never seen one before!
Will probably upload the pic another day.

Went into royal sporting house i think. my friends and i were fooling around with the male mannequin. Touched his pecs. so hard. ahaha.
Then we tried to hug him. it was very funny.
after my friend had a go, i tried hugging him.
And guess wad,
before i cld hug him, i bumped my head into his chest!
Omg. Then, I was gg " So hard.." ahahaha. Hilarious la.

Well, wad can you expect, the mannequin's made out of plastic.
Then again, luckily the mannequin was not made of metal, or not it wld have been worse!
The best is still flesh n blood. You get the real deal.
Ahahas.
Delayed gratification.

Till next time! Cya!~

Best Of luck, You can do it!!

2008-11-28T00:34:00.002+08:00

Best Of Luck to You! Jia Yous.
Life's hectic.

okay, here's a list of upcoming 'events' again..

wk 8- Tep prac test
Pmt presentation
Phatmacothe~ test!!!!

Gotta practice.

Wk 9- CT!!!!

Wk 10 n 11- HOLIDAY!!!! Woohoo!! I'm looking forward to my long deserved holidays.
Yayys.

Happy Birthday!

2008-11-20T01:00:00.001+08:00

Happy Birthday to Charlene Chong and Yeo PeiFang!!
=DD
Woowoots!

one more day.

2008-11-19T23:33:00.006+08:00

Get a grip on yourself.

Facades.

Exams.

2 weeks. How am I going to stay sane?

Mad.

And i want to change my blogskin. It's too cheerful..

Can't wait for break! Yippee!

For now, I've got to Really Focus! Can't blog as often as i'd liked to.

break.. and I wanna see you.

-

2008-11-18T22:13:00.001+08:00

We are only human.
If you think you're not, Pinch yourself.

If you think you are a celestial being or an animal,
Pinch harder.

Pulling through

2008-11-14T22:33:00.003+08:00

don't think you know me. madness.
gdness. japalouie. i don't want to do it..
how?
Jlpt is coming soon.. how? aiyo. okay. chill.
just do it.
haiz.

i wanna watch my animae! =)

muses

2008-11-12T18:14:00.005+08:00

Wow!
time flies!
just realised tt my last post was on the 7th of november which wasn't too long ago
ho. it feels like a lot of things had happened within these five days.

My mentor's grandma had passed away on tuesday.. I wld like to give him and his family my condolences..

Actually, I think tt he's rather fortunate in a sense tt his grandma had lived so long till he's a grown man and his daughter had a great grandma too at least for a while..
yep.

Reminds me of my own grandma.. She passed away in november 1999. Just a month before she cld see the new millenium. It's sad, cos just 1 more mth, she wld have seen it. Hmm.. but I supposed she wld have felt better this way..Well.. Hees and I know that she really loves all my family and I. =)

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I went out last sat and watched the Quantum of solace. Cool!
Nice movie, cold theatre. Chilly.

hees. and I went back with a load full of perfume samples! Heex
Funnae! Smells nice though.

tatas then, till next time!
okay, gotta do my pharmacothe~! Ahahaha

behind tt smile..who i am, you don't know..

2008-11-07T13:05:00.005+08:00

What am I pinning for?

What's with me?

Why am I so confused?

muses

2008-11-02T16:01:00.004+08:00

well, all i can say that one of the difference between me now and in secondary sch is tt
right now, i now how to differentiate wads impt and wads nt.. in a certain sense. yea. how do i phrase it..

like for example, blogging is nt impt. but, yea, im doing it right now :p. however, as long as you keep it to within a certain time limit, i believe it's okay. haha. Just gotta stick to it. yea.

n i'm gonna step out of my comfort zone.. wow.. haha no other comments.. kind of regret it now.. aiyoh.. yea.

2008-11-02T00:47:00.004+08:00

ARRGh!! My bao bei spectacles got scratched!!! ARGHHH!!! ARGH!!! omg... how?? ARGGH!!! grrr... some more it's quite bad... argh... how?? heartache.. and it wasn't me who scratched it... i think tt person did it accidentally...but still AGGGGHH!!! Heartache ar!!! ha....omg.... my poor poorr poor spectacles... arghh...omg... my beloved pair of spectacles got scratched!!! Argh... i'm nvr gonna let anyone touch my spectacles again...Never.

ARgh... i feel like crying.. ahaha.. then again.. actually if u go and think about it.. it's a smalll thing..nt really worth crying lor! Ahaha.. but still.. my precious specs!!! Arggghh... how? It's so obvious tt it's scratched some more... urgh... grrr

Everyime i look at it, my heart aches .. haha.. okay that's a bit too much.. but still, this is terrible.

Urgh, if i've magic i'll magic those scratches away... and it'll be as good as new. Oh crap, i really feel like crying over it. haha. better nt look at it.. for the time being.. wah best.. uurrgh!

Boo Ya!!

2008-10-29T21:46:00.003+08:00

hahaha wakawakawaka.. haha so random.. boy oh boy...guess wad i found out today? haha!! Or rather, it shld be what i discovered!! haha.. boy oh boy.. haha.. oh well. some things are better left untold so im not gonna let u in on the details..hmm.. it's vry interesting. intriguing. haha to find out tt a certain smn was worse than i thought. hmm. well. no comments. n tt many others also felt the same way as i did towards tt person. hmm..

hehe one of my lecturers, mkg, told us a really funny joke today!! HAHA found it hilarious.. hehe nxt time if i rmb, i'll tell it to u haha..

what's the difference btw psychiatric n psychology? hmm well.. according to my mentor it's tt 1 involves the use of maths to solve n the other cannot use maths. psychiatric belongs to the former.. hmm.. i think it's smtg like tt.. :p n oh ya, he also said smtg else abt this topic tt was really interesting.. hmm i need to stop using the word interesting n change it to another word.. cos it sounds cliche.. hmm no idea how to put the the hyphen above the letter e..

okies i absolutely love my job today! had to wake up at 7am, but it's ok..Wow.. geez.. i think i'm gonna turn into a workaholic! hoho!!

okay, medchem report, here i come!! plus my new love, pharmacothe~ ahaha

pharmacothe~

2008-10-29T01:04:00.003+08:00

Wow, mims, can u pls be more efficient? i need to do my pharmaco.. ahaha...ok..slp.. yayy got nice work tmr!

after tt, captains ball in sch. yep.

gdnites. JOPT soon. get ready for it girl!!! Study hard oh!!

Ganbatte!!!!

Can't wait to see my Silicons!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Hehes =)

pharmacothe shall prob be my new love subjt.. ok.. hahas need to slp..

心連心

refresh!

2008-10-23T22:03:00.002+08:00

Hmm..Jas helped me to change my blogskin today! Ahahas! hmm looks like it's working afterall!! Hehes! Thanks Jasmine!! =D hehe

hahas i've been wanting to change my blogskin eversince one yr ago!! Hahas..but no matter how hard i tried to type n edit the java codes for the multiple blogskins tt i chose, they were to no avail.. Hahas..hahas so credit goes to Jasmine for helping me to change my blogskin!!! Hahaha.. hoho i think im 自high again! okie.. hahas

oh yea, btw, i met a unreasonable lecturer today. got caught for "eating" in somewhere i shldn't be... hmm... But, it's really interesting you see..bcos i didn't even got to bite into my food..merely just preparing to eat la..Ok.. i admit i had the intention of eating..however the thing is.. i haven't even started eating yet. Haha. pls la.. i know you're probably desperate for business but u don't have to resort to these underhand means do you? It's the Act of eating tt's actually the offence..i didn't eat at all. oh yea, just rmb one thing...k nvm..hahas you ar...pls grow up!! dun like tt jia seng li ok.

muses

2008-10-21T15:03:00.001+08:00

hi im so bored. hahas.

muses

2008-10-21T01:13:00.003+08:00

i was nt in the mood to talk tonite..haha n im still wasting my time here.. blogging.. ahaha n i have 3 blogs.. kind of mad eh.. "sort" la!! omg. sry dun mean to be mean, but i can be really mean at times, so sry.. i've got no mood..... i need to go slp n get over it!! ahaha!!

i think im gg to "sort" diao now. gdnites .

Muses - when you end up being confused.

2008-10-20T01:02:00.004+08:00

When you end up being confused. I really don't know what to say. Urgh. What shld i say? Urgh. Sometimes, you are really confusing me.. Haiz.. Geez

I dunno whether u wld mind, but i read ur draft. yea, i dunno am i suppose to read it, it's on our blog. Just not posted. So how. Haiz.. reading it confuses me, once again.. i know i don't like to be confused. But nvm, i'll soon be clear of what's going on. Feelin emo. yea. Urgh..........!!!!!!! did u doubt my character?? Haiz.. Then I really don't know what to say.. I really don't know.. or was tt draft nt meant for me to see?? Geez. hoho. stop confusing me will ya? Haiz..

Okay, it's 1.10am now and i really need to sleep.. I really hope and want this whatever doubts to be cleared up soon!! Geez. Haizzzz

Oh, on a second note: みなん！がんばて！！Jia yous to EVERYONE!! I know we'll need it. Sillicons add oil!!! A lvls very fast over one!! hehe ^^

nites n slp tight! Marketing tmr!! Whee~ hahaha =D :p

Muah Chee!!

2008-10-15T19:27:00.003+08:00

Heyy~ hehe I've been reading some of my friends blogs n guess wad? I found out tt one of my gfs have a bf!! hehe! Congrats YY!!!!!! Best Wishes! Haha I'm just so happy n excited for you!! Hehe. Haha. ((:

I've read through my old blog as well, it was the one I wrote in secondary sch. Hahas n I simply can't believe how i cld write like tt!!!! I was reading it n laughing half my head off. hahas. this is just the way i type. Hoho! Unbelievable man! Back then, I used to type "really" as "realli" and "my" as "moi" and All the other short forms tt any teenager knows. Wow. Ho! Can't believe tt I actualy wrote like tt in the past!! Hoho. I was just sec 2 then. Hmm. Wow. Hehe. But one thing I noticed was tt I had a very strong sense of unity and spirit. hehe. Well, it's a real surprise to learn tt I used to type like that. ( just for myself.. that blog has smtg to do w the sea..) okay. Well, since then I've learnt a lot and I definitely sound a lot more matured now. ((: Still can't believe how I used to write in the past!

And I've just collectedmy new spectacles today!!! It's gorgeous and I love it!

Ganbatte!!!! がんばって！！(I think it's typed like tt ^-^ )

2008-10-14T01:05:00.002+08:00

Geez! Uhm.. huh..nvm. Gdness sake..... nvm. ok. now time to focus on my studies n my Jap!!! JOPT this year!! yoohoo!!! にほんごにいきたいんです！！Oh yea hehe i can key in japanese so much more easily with my lappy!! (=

p.s. i don't know what to say.

October morning ahaha

2008-10-13T01:03:00.002+08:00

it's the last day of the holidays.. last night.. so fast.. I still wanna enjoy.. time flies faster than an arrow.. it's 1.04am now.. sch starts at 10am tmr.. gotta wake up at 8am.. hmm.. gd at least i don't have to wakeup at 6am.. hahas. well, at least i've got some gd news.. the earliest time tt my sch starts is at 9am! I'm really glad and I hope it stays this way. Hahas. cos i've heard tt actually, we still have another 2 modules or electives tt are nt in our timetable yet. Geez. Well, i hope that they will insert it into our timetable where we have a 3hr break! Haha! oh wells. Sch ends at 6pm tmr, but most likely, it'll end earlier!! Haha! Gdnites.. ohyasuminasai n this reminds me, i really gotta revise on my Japanese! omgdness. okay. nites! =)

p.s. i really wanna meet my sillies~!!! luv ya! 3 more wks !! yayy!

2008-09-30T19:07:00.001+08:00

Happy B'lated Birthday Jasmine!! ((:

Hong kong

2008-09-30T17:46:00.012+08:00

Butterfly Garden at T3! Hoho I think this pic is really nice.

At Eu Yang Sang

Hi. A long time has past sinced the last time I've posted. A way long time. about 3 months.

Let's see.. hmm..hahas crap. Everytime I actually sit down in front of the computer to blog, nothing seems to come to my head. But everytime else, I always have a lot of things to say, or rather, think through.

I don't know, but in my opinion, I feel that blogging is some sort like a fabrication of stories. I know. Cos, it's not personal, sometimes people write stuff deliberately meant for other people to see, to read. For most people, they only write a portion of their life, a small fraction of what they've been through. So, their audience only gets to know a fraction of that person, a side of the person. Then, sometimes, the audience may think that the blogger is just like that, how he or she appears to be on the blog. It's not real.

The thing is I wanna keep things real...Haiz.. I don't know what to say..

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On a separate matter, Life, has it's ups and downs. Life is not fair, it's never fair. I've come to accept that. Geez, but sometimes you really wonder, what have you done to be well "cheated" by others in a way. well. Geez, i feel so hurt. But, what can I do? I'm not going to go into details of what happened. But, the thing is, I was not informed. I didn't know that group meetings were taking place. Well, I've done what I can to rectify the situation and I pray for the best.

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HkHk hahas. I really enjoyed shopping there n i will go there again (:

2008-06-17T19:02:00.004+08:00

Time flies. Real fast. How many of us have not heard of this phrase before.
Life's hectic, very hectic. Poly life. Dun have anything nice to say about it right now. Haha.
I really miss those times I had in kindergarten when we were so happy and carefree without a care in the world. Happy man, those days. Haha. Nevermind, I've a new found passion. Dance. I love it. Yes, but with it I've got to make a whole lot of sacrifices too. Time n sleep plus my very essential TV! They are usually sacrificed. Hahas, but on hindsight, I've gained a lot too.. Better body, better posture and I've picked up a new skill too. Haha.
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Right now, there's soo much stuff we've got to do. Reports, study, projects, admin stuff etc etc..

bye.

2008-05-31T23:31:00.004+08:00

I've been tagged by Wing! Hahas

1.What disappoints you the most?
Hmm well i can't say what disapoints me, but i hate feeling down.

2. Where will you go if someone sponsors you a tour ticket?
US. :)

3. What's your favorite thing to do?
Looking for eyecandies aka shuai ges. And right now, learning to dance!!

4. Do you think money can buy happiness?
No.

5. Which character you like most?
hmm.. Jerry frm Tom n Jerry.. he's so cute!

6. Do you believe you can survive without money?
I think not..Cos tecnically speaking, we need food n water to survive, but we need money to get them rite?

7. What are you afraid to lose the most?
Faith in myself.

8.If you win $1 million, what would you do?
Donate a part to charity, fund my studies n my bro's and keep the rest in a bank.

9. What is the most embarassing thing that happened to you recently?
Hmm walking into a classroom for another class's tutorial n only realising it when my friend asked me why i walked in. Haha, but actually it's optional if we want to join them for tut or not. hehe

10. List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you?
Fun-loving, easy going and matured. ( no pun intended)

11. What makes you happy?
When i see my friends n ppl i know happy, and those sweet little things tt ppl do for me. heex

12. What type of person do you hate the most?
Backstabbers.

13. Where do you see yourself 10 years down the road?
Hmm.. Working in a high position.

14. If you could have a superpower, what would it be?
Hmm.. the power of fire? It wld be friggin useful in those freezing cold lec. theatres man! haha to keep myself warm but not to burn down the Lt!

15. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
To have faith in urself.

16. Any childhood memories you'll like to re-live?
Yea, my kindergarden ones when we were so happy n carefree..not like now. haha. is sec 3 still considered childhood? haha but yea i wld like to re-live my time in NDP'05 Marching Contigent. I had a really great time there! :))

17. If you have a chance, which part of your character would you like to change?
My tendency to procrastinate. I want to be more disciplined.

18. How long will you wait for the person you love to say yes to you?
Wah tian ar. I've nvr chased a guy before, how am I gg to ans this qn? There are many fishes in the sea. I don't think I'll wait.

19. What will you do if tomorrow never comes?
Haha, i think i better not say...ahahaha

20. What is it that you value most?
Love and kinship.

Ppl I want to tag: Jas, Lin, Limei, the Sillies!

2008-05-31T00:09:00.001+08:00

Hehe, got this from a friend. Found it hilarious!!
Enjoy!

2008-05-22T01:41:00.002+08:00

You friggin slacker, I'm gonna slap you. I'm gonna mug. right. Shall look to my fellow muggers for inspiration!! 3 tests in wk 7! wk 8: Jap oral test
wk9 n 10: study break
wk11: common tests!!
wow! time flies at the speed of light.

Ganbatte! woman

Ciaos.

tgif ~

2008-05-17T00:46:00.003+08:00

omygosh i dun feel like typing anything today muahahaha. ok.

haha I gonna say that I've just wasted 2 and a half hrs sitting in front of the computer and playing games. Okay I cannot waste my time like this, still have 3 reports to do! okay enough. So many tutorials. But we are all in it tgtr!! PS0702! haha ok. All of us can suffer tgtr, play tgtr or enjoy our lectures tgtr. Aiya, the main thing is tt we are all tgtr. Haha. and not to forget 01 too! Hehe. Haha yea. (:

Have a great wkend everyone!
気をつけて! take cares!

2008-04-29T23:10:00.000+08:00

b1 b2 n b3!!! haha. so glad i saw you today =)

2008-04-26T18:32:00.008+08:00

Happy Birthday Fishbreak!! Haha 17 already! :)

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Omg! Just realised that I'll be very busy! Just think about it, I'll have like 4 more extra activities compared to the most of the rest of my classmates. Gosh.

Let's see, Japanese OE alone is 60 hrs. So that means I'll need about at least 20-30 hrs to study it. Meaning that 90 hrs will be gone. Then, I think I gonna have 3 ccas. Hmm. Gosh. Okay.

La Ballroom En Masse
The audition was fine. Haha. We were taught the basic steps first then we had to dance. Haha. Boy, think i may have a case of 1 and a half left feet. There but not exactly there. This was the case for salsa dancing, but i think that over time, i'll get used to it. Waltz was okay. Salsa was pretty confusing but i think i'm getting the hang of it. Hmm. I wanna get in!! Till then, toodles! Gan batte!!

2008-04-22T22:17:00.000+08:00

I've got my eye on you..

2008-04-13T23:10:00.004+08:00

Life can be as confusing as we know it, we can lose ourself if we're not careful. But the thing is when life throws you lemons, you must make a hell lot of lemonade from it and squeeze 'em dry.

On a second note, sch starts tmr. Am I excited? Yes, no, maybe. Hmm ya I really want to know who my new lecturers are. Haha. Anyways, it's a new term, new semester, new beginning.
I guess I've matured quite a bit from last year. How much? I don't know, you can't measure maturity can't you. Hmm. I'm not the person when I first stepped into school last year as a freshie. Now, I'm a senior. Hmm. I guess it's just different from sec. sch. Though we're also becoming seniors but, it doesn't really feel that way. Hmm. Well, haha that doesn't really matter right now. Cos, I still have seniors! Heheh. Yup. Tian ar, next year, I'll be in third year and I'll no longer have seniors. Hmm. Doesn't matter, when I get into Uni., I'll be a junior all over again and the cycle repeats itself. Seniors, juniors, it doesn't matter who we are, as long as we are happy that's important.

EiE camp =)

2008-04-01T23:57:00.003+08:00

How was it? Fun!
Had a great time? Yup, certainly even though i was vry tired at all the mental grilling that we were put through.
Haha. ok. Wow. Hmm hehe. The camp's really been great. The ppl were great, fun and i guess it all really depends on the ppl who's attending the camp to make it fun. Hmm. Be it the facilitators or my felllow campmates, I think we all had played a part to make this camp a success. Ok. Why am I sounding like I'm giving a speech? Haha. Ok I'm really tired I wanna go sleep now. Bottom line: This was my most enjoyable camp to date. Hehe. Having some eyecandy doesn't hurt either.. toodles.

2008-03-22T16:02:00.003+08:00

2o march, 18 liao, feels damn old man. Hahas. wait till u're 18 then u'll noe. hehe. Thanks guys Jas, Lin en, Wing and Li mei for making my day haha! Yayy haha hey Wing now u're no longer alone as the oldest liao, now i also join the "adult"hood club liao hahas. Wahh feels damn old man i realised so i can understand ur ku(hardship). haha. Wah so much cream cake n that cute cute cow! Wee~ hehe i love the card so sweet of u'all. (: And thanks for the dinner everyone hehe even though creamy but still chi de xia heheh. hmm hehe i like the Turbo ride man! hehheh. Vry fun! heheh. When we go escape i want to sit many many times. hehe if can la. Haha. But dunno how they charge is it one price for the whole day or per ride? Hmm. well. hehe. Nonetheless. hehe .

Den earlier before tt I also went to buy beer! haha. I know it may not be a big deal to some ppl but it was a really funny experience for me! haha. Cos I know myself tt my appearance wld not pass off as an 18 yr old! No way! I think i probably look like some kiddo who's like 16 or 17 years old lor. But it depends on what I'm wearing n how i wear my hair etc. haha. Pls la, I was like standing in front of the fridge at 7-11 for abt 10 minutes deciding which beer shld I buy. hahas. I was like shld I buy Tiger, Heineken, Carlsberg, Asahi, Singha, or some dunno nvr see before brand. hahas. Then, there was also Guinness and Baron's Srong Brew haha. After thinking and looking around at the many cameras in the shop, I finally settled with carlsberg. Damn lame ar, cos I suddenly remembered in Micro B is it? some "Carlsbergeno..." I cannot rmb the full name haha, but since it's long hist it must be gd? ha. Crap la, I just anyhow bought 1. The best part was when I was paying for it right, the cashier actually told me "Now we're havin promotion, buy 2 for $5.50" haha. Funny sia. Can't rmb the exact promotion price though. In the end, I just bought 1 can.

21st march, early afternn had a club meeting. Haha. Then my clubmates realised it was my BD yesterday and sang me a Moo Moo Cow happy burfdae song! so cute! Hahahas. Vry funny sia. But I was very happy leh. simple n sweet. After tt, it was lunch at BK!! Yoohoo! I've been deprived of it for a mth! I think. Double Mushroom Swiss! yayy! Ate until I was full lor, I was starving before tt. Hahas. Then chit-chatted till we had to leave.

Then met up with Jon and Sean, went to Vivo to watch Rule #1. Haha. The movie had gore here there n now n then. eeyur. Realised tt I'm not as brave as I think I am haha. Wow. Freaked me. Gosh. Nxt time I dun think I'll watch horror movies with ppl who are not scared. Haha, I'll watch with my girl friends who are like me and then we'll be scared tgtr in unity. Yea haha. If we were to watch horror movies la. Hmm actually I think the gory part was mostly during the beginning. After tt,hmm, it was the music, the lighting, the suspense tt it creates to enhance the atmosphere. Hmm. Well. I'm creeped.

Afterwards, we took the monorail to Sentosa to the beach. Hahas. Beach. Hmm. i just realised tt when i have a blog i tend to crap abt a lot of things hur. wah sac. Haha. Yup. Chatted till it was almost 1am then went home. haha. gdness me. until then hmm i wanna eat laksa again! Toodles! (:

18th birthday

2008-03-19T23:45:00.003+08:00

Hmm things I want to do when I turn 18..
1) Go to a sex shop and purchase something.
2) Go clubbing
3) Watch an M18 movie
4) Purchase alcohol and drink it ( i wanna buy beer! hahas)
5) Flirt (hmmm)
6) just chill~

till then hmm haha 10 more minutes. :)
I'm still a sweet sweet seventeen! 17

Mas Selamat and camp

2008-03-10T00:46:00.003+08:00

Wow, a lot of things has happened within the past few days and the recent wk. The escape of Mas Selamat, LTC camp.. How the heck did he escaped? Hmm, made me really question the security of Singapore. I mean he's not just some small fry baddie, he's the number one JI terrorist of Singapore. It really burst my bubble to think that Singapore is really a safe haven for us to live in. I mean, this guy limps and he can escape! Oh well, hur so be it I've already committed his face to memory, but this is until camp. Cos, a fellow campmate was "acting" as Mas and his performance was so hilarious hence now whenever I see the Mas Selamat notice I think of his perfomance and it makes me want to laugh! Ookay. This is so not a good tone to look out for a JI terrorist. Until then hmm , toodles.

2008-02-29T22:16:00.002+08:00

hmm. let me see. wednesday. micro b paper was ok. haha. But rather i remember more of our trip to T3! Hehheh. Terminal 3! It was very fun, my first time there. Haha, but i guess what i remember the best was the ultra shiny floor! Uhm, it's very shiny, you can see your face in it. Ya, it's actually tt reflective, you get the idea. Hmm. hehe. Spent a very happy day with my new found friends/clique :) and they really made my day ;)) hehe. yayys. And coupled with the fact tt our exams are FINALLY over there's no reason not to smile. Hehe. *megawatt smile* and guess what? I met Charlene!! Hahas. Wow, it's the first time we actually got to see each other after school by coincidence. Lols. hahas. Everytime, I wanna see her, I can nvr seem to find her, so seeing her tt day was a really unexpected one. Hehs. Yup. I was so glad to see her finally. Yup tt wednesday was really the best day in a long, long time. Yayyness.

Thursday
U wanna know where's the Best laksa in town? It's at Queensway Shopping centre! Hehe. My mum and I specially travelled all the way there to have it! Haha. Rather, I made my mum go there with me. Muahaha. But, she didn't regret it. Muahaha. Okay, the laksa's simply delicious! Yum, you just need a spoon to eat it and for those who are afraid of spicyness, you can always opt for the non-spicy version like me. haha. I'm the type tt little bit of chilli also cannot take so no worries, this is ok. ;) Hahs.

Then, after a delightful meal, we went over to Suntec to meet my bro. Yup. Spent the rest of the day there. haha. Then afterwards, you realized that the place can get freaking cold. It was freezing! Haha, had to grit my chattering teeth. Freezing. Ha. Met a certain Dr. Chan who has the Largest eyes i've ever seen on a guy! Wow. He's eyes are HUGE. He's got big beautiful bambi eyes, give him a wig and he'll probably look like a girl. Haha. Okay. Haha. Enough of this crapping. But seriously, he's eyes were humongous. Yea.

One more thing, if you'all ever want to have dinner at Suntec, you may just want to try a stall called Th*nder Tea R*ce. Try dish no. 2. It's *er-hum..coughs* fantastic. Yes, there's the super scrumptious green soup you may just want to try. The taste is really fascinating. It's a must try!! toodles.

2008-02-21T12:07:00.002+08:00

Exam tmr!! Cell Bio. Has. Think I'm going "sort" these days. It means "short circuit" la. Haha. So if you see me smiling a gormless grin at you u know why. With all the cramming and worrying, you'll know why. I think I probably 've a few screws loose.

And I had three nightmares or rather daymares last week. Freaky cos I usually don't even dream much these days due to the lack of sleep. So comparing, i usually only have about one nightmare in 2 years so three nightmares in a week is a record. And I had 2 on the same day. Okay, gtg. Gonna sleep earlier so I'll have less nightmares and more dreams. And I'm gonna work harder. Work Hard and work Smart. Take Masi Oka as my inspirational goal. Ha. He's one great fella. IQ damn high. I wanna marry him. Haha, I can dream okay! And he can help me with my studies. ;P Haha. Masi Oka, Masi Oka. Ok I gtg Jia you woman! Add oil! Masi Oka. toodles.

CNY

2008-02-10T17:31:00.000+08:00

hey hey hahas exams are up n coming real soon. I mean it. 1 wk's time to be exact. And yes I should be panicking. Or shld I? K. I'm really far far behind in my revision. Crap. Does'nt mean that you are smart means that you can slack k. Girl. Mug hard n smart go to to HARVARD! Remember your dream.

Ok CNY, :) I adore it. I've moved on and indeed improved a lot on my people skills. Ha. I actually spoke to all my cousins! Haha. Funny. Cos all along, for like hmm theorically speaking, my tt cousin and I have never exchanged a single word to each other at all for about 18 years. Ha. So, every Chinese New year, it would get kind of awkward. Hahas. Well, hahas, I've finally broken the ice and realised that he's actually a very friendly kind of guy. Hmm. Has, it's been great, for I'm a shy girl. Haha and I spoke to the other (his elder bro) or rather both of them like a friend la. Ha so it was ok. It was great! Yayys.

Anyways, happy Chinese New year everyone! Have a prosperous and joyous year ahead. Stay happy and healthy! :)

Mr Masturbate

2008-01-27T22:03:00.000+08:00

Hey have u ever seen any guy who would blatantly wear something that is soo demeaning on him? Hur. I saw one guy who did today. Haha. Thought that only those "Little Miss---" shirts existed hur? So did I, until I saw that shirt! Ha. Lols. Gdness! At first when I saw him, he looked like some guy just fresh out of NS. Ya, he had the buff bod, the botak hairdo and the familiar tanned all over look with that particular shade of tan that I could recognise anywhere. So it was like "Hey, this guy ain't too bad!" But, that was until I saw the shirt. Has. Lols. Mr Masturbate! Gdness. You sound like you hadn't had it for days, no correction years that kind of thing and you wanna tell everone that you love masturbating! Errr hur. Yea u get what I mean. Hahas. It was hilarious! I rather he had worn a shirt that goes" I'm retarded" and have ppl laugh at him for being stupid than he go wear that shirt and ppl laugh at him for his poor mentality. Ha. Btw, his shirt had a pic of a cartoon man with a towel wrapped ard him and had the kind of "Oooo" expression. Haha. Oh well haha.

2008-01-20T17:11:00.001+08:00

Emotional turmoil.

Emotional Turmoil

The night times knows me best

When dark and cold…

Like my emotions at late

The gentle moon caresses my face

And my tears…

Are like scattered pearls of dew

With flames licking within my heart

That leaves me in a emotional turmoil

With flames that burn my soul

The expression on my face is cold

My inner thoughts are dark

When the pearls of dew turns hard

My heart dies…

And leave me

Within this emotional turmoil

I do not hate… I just don’t feel

The gentle caress of the moon upon my face

I am dead within my soul

My soul of good turned bad

Without you my mate of soul

And nothing seems to matter

As I turn around and walk away

And the moonlights caress is gone

And the scattered pearls of dew

Becomes another lonely teardrop Of gold.

Tinka Boukes

Np open hse

2008-01-20T01:45:00.000+08:00

Went there today. Was very fun, really enjoyed myself thoroughly with some company of my 2 friends and 1 new friend. Hmm. really had fun, dunno. Has. This is the second time I had ever chatted with more than 2 guys alone. Has. Really , cos the situation I'm in always never gave me a chance to do this cos I'm always hanging out with girls. Hint: form a girls' sec. sch --> now, still in an environment where the girls outnumber the guys. Oh well. But I think tt things went well for me. Considering tt I wasn't really nervous or anything. Hmm. But, I did fidget a lot I guess. Has. It was only when it dawned on me tt I was chatting to like 3 guys alone, by myself. Hahas. Ya, I know tt it may not sound like anything to most ppl. But, to me, it's a really great achievement. Yea. Last yr, this period of time, I wld have been much more shy and nervous I guess. hehe. But this tme round, I went fine, was able to communicate with them etc. :P so Yayy!
When I was sec. 4, I wld morely get even more nervous and coy. Has. Even more so when I'm in sec. 3 and the list goes on. Hmm. Haha. But I've to say tt I've moved on and learnt a lot more on how to deal/ communicate with guys. Be them hot guys , friends or guys who simply traumatise me. Yep, I've had a really bad experience with a digusting idiot once. Gross. Has. Anws I've learnt a lot.

From the time I participated in NDP in 2005 =)) and got to mix with the hot Saf guys, Flirts, some digusting CD ppl and hmm my contigent mates I've really gained a lot insight. I've really learnt a lot. My experience may not be much, but, I've learnt a lot for now. Has. Even a Saf guy said I was "Xing gan". Has. Wow. That was in 2005 la. :-P Never knew tt my style of walking can be sexy. Hmm. Well.

I guess I better tell you what happened or rather how i found out. It was 8th of August 2005, after doing the marching in, all the contigents were rushing on our way home. This included everyone, Saf, CD, and all the fellow UG groups (uniformed grps). So everone was leaving at the same time but we had many different routes and "had to queue too". My Rc contigent was leaving and the Saf contigent was walkng in front if I rmb correctly. We were trying to overtake them I think. So what happened was, my contigent mates were cutting through the Saf contigent in a single file and I was following them very closely behind. I was afraid tt I wld lose them while cutting thru and didn't look back la. But in the end, I still lost them la. Has. So I was walking in the Saf contigent for quite a while before I suddenly heard someone behind me exclaimed " hen xing gan orh". Ha. I was shocked! Immediately, I turned ard and to my utter surprise, only the Saf guys were walking behind me. 2 were walking directly behind me la. Gosh. So tt Saf guy was telling his friend. And i thought that the rest of the my contigent were behind me la! Ha. Gosh.

Then, I was like" shit!" and quickly zigged-zagged and maneuvered my way out of their contigent! Ha. Funny. So I was actually walking in their contigent alone! Hur. Wow. Well. Ha. I'm just glad to have tt sort of experience. :P What can I say I'm just a girl surrounded by a bunch of hot guys, as long as they don't do anything to me, I'll be friggin happy! =p I dun care baby. Has. Well, I've learnt a lot, gained new knowledge. But, I still have a lot to learn. Hmm. But Whee~ at least I know tt I'm learning something new everyday! Has.

I really enjoyed the open hse today at Ngee Ann. Cool. Met great ppl n had Great fun. N I even had a chance to try out the Archery too! Hehs. Oh well, I've got to sleep now. Tseusts!

Muses

2008-01-13T16:14:00.000+08:00

Lfe is full of ups and downs. Surprises happen all the time. Sometimes they can make you feel happy, while other times they can make you feel sad. Pardon me for my simple english, I haven't been reading much. This time, a particular "surprise" made me feel sad once more. I detest being down, I always had. But, sometimes, I don't know why, I indulge in it. A form of self-pity perhaps? I don't know. And I hope not. I find myself sometimes crying for no particular reason. Sad with times I don't really know why. Hmm. I think it's the cumulative build up of stress. I'm really not too sure, but I think that's the reason.

The first time that I've cried myself to sleep was at the tender age of 9. I was in primary 3. It as a few a simple reasons that i had cried over..I suppose. I can still remember why. I don't want to go into details here, but it was because of some problems dealing with my brother.. At first I tried to solve the problems myself, since it was manageable. But later, my bro wld just create them again, every night. I had by then gotten tired of dealing with it. So I had sorted the help of my parents about it but after many numerous attempts, it didn't work out. And I was left to deal with it again and again and again and again and again by myself too many a time. I couldn't take it, and that was not the only case. My Dad was bias towards my bro, he always had and is still so now. I hadn't realised it then, but that played a part in my distress. There were many instances that were linked to his biasness. Many many. I think that my parents did not discipline my bro enough.

I used to pinch my bro when we were younger, in kindergarden. I pinched him a lot, sometimes even piercing through the skin. Or perhaps, half the time. But, that was because I believed that I was diciplining him. He was a very, very naughty kid. Selfish and can be very overbearing at times. At that time, he still listened to me because he was (hahas) scared of me. But after i was told to stop pinching him, he became even naughtier. He became defiant and was not afraid of me. Sighs. I was a very obediant girl and i always do what I'm told, what to do. If only I weren't that obediant, things wld probably been much better..

When I was that young in primary sch, perhaps it was because I didn't know how to get the help I needed from my parents. Didn't know how how to explain to them the problem...Or was it that they had thought that my problems were small, insignificant, not a real problem to worry about. Or did they think that I was simply being petty? I've got no idea. But, one thing that I am very clear of at that time was the fact the they did not discipline my brother well enough. In fact, I was the one that was pointing out all his mistakes. And I mean the obvious mistakes too and not just the small ones.. My Mum has to be given some credit for discipling my bro though. She had really tried. I know. But it wasn't enough. I don't think that she can really be blamed for it though. I know. I know. My dad's biasness towards my bro also had a part to play in this. I know...My Dad? Well, I suppose he justs turns a blind eye every time my bro's done something wrong, or is it that he really really didn't know??? I don't think so. He always tells me to "give in " to my bro, "give in" to my bro. Can't stand it. He says "the elder must always give in to the younger". Yah right, if that really happened in real life. Our kids wld have no future cos then there wld be (almost) nobody discipling him. We can't just give in to our younger junios ALL the time, it's not right. So even when he's in the wrong, we just say "it's ok, nvm" ?? Hmm.. he nevers tell my bro to give in to me Until I pointed out to him that it was so, many times.

Hmmm.. What can I do when I'm stuck(pardon me for saying this) with a family like this??... Hmmm....................................................................................................................................................
...............But.......................................So far, I suppose that improvements can still be made.......
.... Little by little..............................And for my Dad..... Hahas....It wld probably take forever to
change his mindset......

open hse! whee~

2008-01-13T01:09:00.000+08:00

yayys open hse was fun!
Went around "kajiaoing" ppl. Made new friends from MB. =) Hehs. Tired. But, want to type smtg here. Kays. I've got loads of Hw to do. Stupid Ma1war3 thing tt my bro clicked to 'download' stupid. It claims to store personal info n all tt. stupid. ok. dumb ppl who creates these sort of things. Damn them! Damn,damn,damn damn themselves to the core!! (ps typo in the word i'm speaking about is deliberate again).

ok. Don't feel like typing much today. Except tt it WAS REALLY FUN to bluff those ppl tt we were O lvl grads just fresh out of sec sch. Hahas. Funny la. Even 1 of the guys recognized
me from thurs/friday?? No idea because I went for all the 3 days of the open hse! hehheh.

Met my primary sch friend today. Yayys Yay. Chatted n caught up with her n realised tt they ( her family) had thought tt i was in VJ. Hahs. Wow. hurhur. gd hur. but anws, I was really glad to see her again. Haven't seen her or any of my other primary sch friends in ages.

Well, u see, there's a certain kind of special feeling u get when u're with ur old buddies la. I don't really know how to describe it yet.. Cos right now, my mind's too tired. But i could try. It's a certain sense of familiarity I get when I'm with them. Puts me at ease n that well, knowing that we all came from the same place, well, gives us a same base to work on?? okay, I'll come back n rephrase this another time. I love(/ hearts) the open hse. Yeah. And erm btw this the first time I've ever called a guy cute in his face. Hehheh. But it was in a jokingly form. Hehs. Oh well, yea! I'm progressing well, mixing very well with loads of other ppl tt I nvr wld really had mixed with when i was in sec 3 and in my lower sec. Why? Because I was from a girls school.

2008-01-07T00:52:00.000+08:00

Yup, i know that i should be sleeping by now but still, i wanna make a quick post. Shall set myself 10 mins. (I normally take 45 mins k.) 12.53am and i need to leave the hse by 7 am. Hence, i need to get up by 6.20 a.m. great. Oh wells. Here goes. Hees. Well, i didn't know that it's really such a small world out there. I went to the Australian universities "open hse" today at Orchard hotel. I was supposed to have gone yesterday but due to certain circumstances, I couldn't. It's not because of school btw. Hmm. I actually met Ashiqin senior today! Wow! Totally didn't expect to see anyone i know at all! Well, so my mum and i had a rough tour of the unis. that were well right now i can't find the best words to describe, but all of them looked like they were holding a mass consultation session for the public! Hees that's it. The right phrase. =) Hmm, interestingly or rather not very surprisingly Monash Uni. had the longest queue of students. And it's followed by a certain uni that didn't get too good a publicity last year after having to leave S'pore just after a few mths? due to a lack of funds? Okay , I'm not too sure why, however, they seem a lil' unstable to me. Hence, I felt that it's rather surprising in the case cos they had the second longest queue of students. It's 1.05 a.m.

Hahs. Now, the funny part. Get this, in a day that i went to Orchard hotel, i actually saw more cute or hot guys than i had ever seen in an entire semester in Nyp. Hmm.. Hahs. Interesting. Well hahs i really saw 1 very cute n gd-looking guy today! Yayys! Eyecandy refill! Hahs looks like i need to go out more to see eyecandy lols... My sch? sad.. Nvm.. Shall go elsewhere.. Hehhehs. K i got to go now. Gdnight n sweet dreams! *Muaks* i spent 20 mins. It's 1.13 a.m. now.

2008-01-01T15:25:00.000+08:00

1st January!!
Yayys!!
I wanna keep this short and sweet. This wil be my first post for 2008!! Hahas. I sound ecstatic.
Okie. Happy happy New Year gal! I look forward to a New Year!. ok. Yayys! Have a Gggrrreeeeaaaaattt year everyone!!!

First, goals.
1. Aims to achieve GPA of 3.65 and above^^. I wanna reach a 4! Tt will mean distinctions. So in order to achieve tt, i'll will study for at least an hour everyday.
2. Exercise more. 3. and lose 5 kg. I'll go walk-a-jogging at least once a wk. And /exercise at home.
4. Grow taller 5. by sleeping earlier. I'll do my best to sleep by 12 midnight everyday on average.
6. Read more. I'll do my best to read 10 books a year! and watch less non-productive television programmes.

Kays. Happy hols everyone! It's still a public holiday! Yayy. :D

2007-12-31T23:38:00.000+08:00

It's 1 1 mins before midnight and it'll be 2008!! Yayys! okay. 1 year has passed in the blink of an eye. Cgs crescent i really missed those times ..then it was the O lvls, then, first 3 mths in Yj ;) P25. Had a whale of a time there. Then a 1 mth break which i had signed up for a public speaking course. And i don't want to elaborate on it when i got traumatised there. :/ He's a freaking fat, guy with a sallow complexion, is lowly educated, has poor elocution skills, almost illiterate and has a freaking poor mentality. And he claims to "love" me... EEEEEEWWWWWWWWWWWWWW to the infinite. YUCKS. Gross! Disgusting. Boy, u should have been there to see him behave. Ok.

Moving along, poly life, NYP PS0702. Well, i can't say much for my class yet..just that some of them are just freaking losers. Hehheh. yup, when you've been together with them for the whole of sem 1 and up to now, they still don't really acknowledge your existence. You'll get that kind of feeling. Hmm.. So simply said, I've moved off to be with another group. Hehhehs. Anws enough said. It feels like all the good things only happened in the first three mths hur? ok. Hehs. Well, 1 thing which i really enjoyed was the japanese exchange programme!! There, i met Japanese students from the Hamamatsu school. Hehes and got to know this cuuute jap guy, Takahashi...(drools) haha he's the boxer flasher! hurhur. ;P

17 of Dec went out with Cc and Hj! Yep camwhored and caught a movie together. :) Simple things make me happy. 22 Dec Relatives gathering! Had roast turkey, shepard's pie.. bread pudding, wine... even the tried special warm wine with raisins and beans with gingerbread recipe from Swedan! Yup, Mmmm. It was simply delicious! Yummy. This was because of the Swedish family that visits every 2 yrs. Hehe. I'm looking forward to their next visit. ^^ And their young son is 14 this year but he's handsome! Hmm.. Too bad he's younger then me. Hmm... seesee first la. :P

Hmm.. that's about it for the year... Hmm.. I think that lately, pretty much of my life have been filled with almost nothing but reports. Hmm.. I gotta get a life. Yea gonna go exercise, meet more Hot guys, refill on eyecandy, read more like, 10 books a year. lose 5 kg. Grow taller by sleeping earlier. (There's something to do with melatonin influencing your growth hormones at night), to be in bed by 12 midnight everday on average. Hmm.. That's about it. So that will be 5 New Year resolutions. 1. Exercise 2. Read 10 books a year 3. Lose 5 kg 4.Grow taller 5. Sleep by 12 midnight on average. :) Yup that roughly sums up my year. Adios!

It's Christmas!!

2007-12-25T19:10:00.000+08:00

Merry X'mas to one and all! Okok I've got to make a quick one. Haha. It's Christmas, I've got to blog!! Yayy! I remembered Going out with Charlene and Hui juan last Monday, 17th of Dec! Hehe. Recounting... It was just the 3 of us. We went to watch Alvin and the Chipmunks! Haha. It was a very delightful movie. Theodore was the cutest and the chubbiest! Haha. Okay. There is no soul in my writing yet.. Hmm.. Went to see the X'mas lightings, visited Action City and camwhored there! Walked to Heeren and Taka and took more pics! and then we walked to PS haha. Saves money and excercise, a 2 in 1. Just too bad that it was raining though. Hmm, but on the other hand, it was because of the rain that's why there weren't too many ppl around jamming up the streets. Yea. Hehe. Overall, I've really enjoyed myself tt day and yes i look forward to seeing them, my lovelies again! Hehe. Hmm. Have a very merry and joyous X'mas everyone! I really really got to go! My mum's like hounding on my back chasing me to dinner! (She's not really behind me la:p) Oh ya almost forgot, and a Happy New Yr! :D sayounara!
Yippee red n green!

Camp!!

2007-12-19T00:45:00.000+08:00

yayy! I really enjoyed the camp orgainised by Rotaract Club. It's the retreat camp. Haha. Yups.. Haha ook i don't feeel like i want to type all formal and all the crap. It's getting late. 12.46 am to be exact. Haha. and I've not bathed! again! Oops I'm so unhygenic and I'm like telling everyone here! Haha. But haha noone knows of my blog yet so i don't have to worry i guess haha.

I love the camp! Really needed a break to chill. Haha. On friday night, we had icebreakers. Saturday morning some of us ( the selected ppl? and programme I/Cs) went for foster parenting (fp). I was one of the sub-committe so i had to go. There are 3 ppl in the subcomm la. Hmm, at first i had thought that it would be quite tough for me. I mean it's a leadershp position and also because i've not handled that age grp of children before. There are 3 grps, the baby grp, junior grp and the senior grp and the kids were between the ages of 0 10 12 yrs old. And the junior grp is the most active of the lot ! Though there were 3 of us, it felt like only I was doing the job. Cos 1 of them had to take care of a speacial needs child and the other.. hmm sort of wanted to stay out of it. So yup, tt's why it sort of became a 1 woman show. But then , she did help a bit here and there. I ended up being the one to tell everyone what to do next, give them instructions that sort of thing for most of the part. Hmm.. Let's see.. What is it like to be a leader? You have to lead and instruct ppl? Inspire ppl ? Okay, i've not much idea how i managed to handled the whole event, (i can't think of a better word to describe the process right now so I'm using this word) but i guess i managed to stay calm and composed so i could deliver what i was supposed to carry out. And another thing is that you have to learn to to listen to ur "staff"(wrong word again :p) eg/like call their names and know how to get their attention before giving them instructions.

The kids were wonderful! so full of energy and joy! However, they can bring you both happiness and frustration at the same time. There was this young kid, a girl she was sooooo sweet! sweet face, kept giving me those hot pink balls froom the playground and at each time she gave me a ball, i gave her the other ball back. Haha this went on for a while and she kept passing me the same coloured ball- the hot pink 1 haha. Such a sweet little girl. She then gave some of those colourful balls to her younger brother too. so sweet. Haha. This kinda reminded me of the time when i was little like her, i also had a younger brother somewhere like her brother's age too. Cute hur. That girl is sooo cute.

At the end of it all, i felt that i had really acomplished something because the guy in charge of the whole progrmme or at least the junior group said that it went on pretty smoothly ( except for that little girl who started bawling the moment she arrived) and had achieved what we had aimed at the end of the day which was to make them happy! Haha makes me happy too. All that effort was worthed it! Yea!! I tell you handling 35 hyper-active kids with about 15 volunteers is NOT an easy task. They run, they scream, they climb and they cry like nobody's business! Wow! Children can be amazing! But all in all, haha i still like kids primarily for who they are: young, innocent, naive and for the simple fact that they are mostly non-judgemental of who you are. Well that is until they reach a certain age like 8? and then they'll start judging and all that. Haha. That's why i like kids who are younger than 8 yrs old. Hehheh. Oh ya btw, my snrs also thanked me for handling the event. Hmm, i don't think they were praising me, but i felt that they were glad that the whole thing went well. Haha. I guess it was important as there was going to be some inspector coming that day, so there was a pressure to perform well. Haha. One of them even said that i can be some I/C already and handle the juniors now.. Haha.. Oh well, I'm just feeling glad or shall i say yes proud of myself and what i've managed to achieve! Hehheh. Yes! I am! OKok it's getting really late now, been blogging for abt 45 mins.. gdness. Hehe I totally lub RRC aka Rotaract retreat camp!! Yayy! Hope to see more Outdoor activites in the next 1 though. Hehheh, am relly looking forward to it! Nights! and ciao!

Jap Oral

2007-12-06T01:31:00.000+08:00

Yayy! I can finally uppdate! Hahas :)

Hmm Japanese oral today was...Fine! yayy! When i say fine, i mean it actually turned out to be much better than before. Hehe. Yup, i'm feeling quite glad about it. Hehheh. Because this was the first time that i was not as nervous as i would normally have been. Yea! So i'm glad about it. It went on pretty smoothly during the first part which are the conversation part and the translating part. It was till the part where i had to read the passage then it got kind of challenging because number 1: i was nervous and number 2: i didn't know how to read some Kranji words. Hmm... Hahas. Anws i think i've improved a lot compared to the last time i had oral. Hehheh.

This brings me back to the time when i was having my O lvl Chinese oral. Hahas thinking about that really wants to make me laugh. It was bad enough that my examiner had friggin Huge saucer like eyes but on top of that, she was like starring at me through the whole oral la. (OKAY, I MUST CUT DOWN ON MY SINGLISH. ) That was a very unforgetable oral in my whole life that i've experienced. But then again, i can still recall most of the orals that i've taken anyway..
So yes, i feeling whacked. I wanna slp. Do u know that "fax" in Japanese sounds like the F word? Hahas. Interesting. So whenever i want to scold the fword.. hahas... u know..u can probably guess what i'm going to type nxt.. haha yup i can always say " fuckusu" hehheh. But pls, i'm not the type who would use profanities so easily. Haha so rest assured.

2007-12-03T01:28:00.000+08:00

It's 1.28 am! I'm still awake and get the best part, i've not bathed! yuck. okay i am gg to go bathe soon.

Here are some upcoming "events"...
Japanese oral test: nxt wed. [ how do i put the strike across the word thingy? i don't know, but, the test is now this coming wed] Written test: this fri.

Common test: Nxt wk!! My goodness and i haven't studied! okok. I'm whacked. Goona go get my much needed bath real soon, but not before i play 1 round of ferryhalim. :/ see, i'm bad cos i've got an ill sense of discipline. :/

Blogskin
( yayy i know how to underline my words with blogger now. Simply press Ctrl and U :) )

I want to change to a Vintage blogskin but the there's a problem with the formating and i don't know how to solve it..Oh well, nvm. I'll just have to get it done after my common tests. tt's all for now. Oyasuminasai!

2007-11-29T00:02:00.000+08:00

Live for the moment, plan for the future and see beyond the past. That's my motto today and so on..

don't know why but i realised that it's only when im bathing then thoughts start to flow in my mind and thats what i really want to blog. so when i actually come to blog when im using the computer, i feel that what i really want to type don't come to mind.. so yup. my mind's just an empty blank right now. n so i'll just leave it at that.

have loads of work and subjects to study now.. Crap shld have started earlier. But now, it's still not tooo late, so i'm pretty thankful. But i Really have to start now! I ain't got a choice. Jap written test is like nxt Wednesday okay! lols. Haven't started at all! Crap. Gotta start. Like now. No more time to play computer games anymore... I've been addicted to this particular computer game for Weeks la! Gdness! Gdness! lols! Boy oh boy. Damn it. it's at www ferryhalim.co-m/. The dash in between the com is intentional ar. Just don't want to give myself another link to it and lower my chances of playing the game. It's the bee game that i'm addicted too. Can't stand it. I've got no time already still play it. And it's like everytime i start playing, i get hooked. And i'll have to play it for like another 3 more times at least. Makes me tired. N kinda sick of the game.. Darn. And i really want to improve my english. And be able to sound more like yingyi in my writing. She's articulate and smart. I want to be able to write like her soon. Hehheh. But still i want to retain the cheery and carefree style i write too.

Hmm does the way i write now suddenly seem very high and then suddenly pretty low? Hmm.. Have you heard about a kind of depression called the bi-polar disorder? Well, putting it simply, it's when the person has extreme moodswings. so the person with the disorder can be extremely happy at this time and then extremely upset the next. Hmm... I was just comparing the way i'm writing now to it... But not to that extent la..Haha.. Oh well..

17 Dec! I'm looking forward to it! Yeah man! Gg to meet up with charlene n squad! Hehe. Looking forward to it after CT aka common test. Oh well. i've got to go...muses. Sayounara ( i think it shld be spelt that way haha not too sure...but i'll go check =))

2007-11-22T02:08:00.000+08:00

Photo and video editing at www.OneTrueMedia.com

heheh HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO CHARLENE CHONG!! on 201107:))

i love the video! hehe sure brings back old memories:) thx 4 the effort Charlene:))

2007-11-16T01:16:00.000+08:00

i wonder why ..ok its 1.16 am in the morning friday 16th november.. is it tt some of my friends in my current sch talk to ppl based on what kind of reactions they will give or is it just me? hmmm...ok i know tt i may probably be pmsing here but so? i dont't want to care..they dont seem to talk to me as often as i wld like... I know that i shld go talk to them then in this case...I know..trust me i know.. and i will do so Harder...Just don't give a damn n Do it!! ok ..i am soooo tired here..

the reason i want to blog here is not to just blog about my daily activites like what kind of things i've done day by day..I want to blog something that is more insightful, something that has meaning, and yup hopefully experiences that i can learn from and benefit from it. i don't want to sound boring here but i guess i probably sound like right now cos i am sooo tired. beat. ok i wanna crap more but i really need my sleep. Or not u will see a zombie-like me tmr hehe... so okie dokie.. signing off, tata. 1.32 am

p.s. i really miss my crcy friends... :/ Cc, Hj, H, Yy...etc... and i can't wait to meet up with them in Dec!!

1 of my fav. songs(:

2007-11-05T23:46:00.000+08:00

You don't have to say you love me,
just because i am.
You don't have to stay forever,
i will understand.
Believe me. Believe me.

Japanese Cultural Exchange

2007-11-03T10:46:00.000+08:00

It was held on the 31st of Oct 07 on wednesday. just to say that i had really enjoyed myself there... Omg i'm sounding so formal here. ya. i kinda miss those guys now.. takahashi san i miss him.. haha he's soooo cute la.. at first when i saw him, i was actually pretty intimidated by them(the jap guys) la cos they had this attitude look plastered on their faces. scary la to me. Cos i'm like quite shy ard tall handsome guys 1 ma.. Somemore tt they looked kind of the atitude problem type only makes it worse. And what's more, i am the Grp leader la.. my gdness.. i was pretty lost at what to do then..

At the start when we we welcoming them, i had actually wanted to greet them konnichiwa and smile to them. But when i looked ard, nobody else was doing it so i just put it off u see. Hmm i guess things wld had turned round a lot differently if i had just been myself and not followed what the others were doing. hurhur. i guess. i wanted to blog this earlier but heheh, was too tired n didn't want too. so here i m blogging it down. boy i sound monotonous hur.

takahashi.. he was the one whom i was the most afraid of at first, but later when we played games i realsed tt he was actually the most enthusiastic 1 of the group lols:). Hmm. and here's the best part. Because of the language barrier btw us locals and the jap students, most of the time, we were communicating with each other through body language! hehe. Funny la. hilarious. And when takahashi actually spoke jap to me, i was gg like either "Hai,hai, hai"(Yes,yes,yes) or "Wakalimasen"! (which means " i don't understand" in Japanese) hehehe. Funny cos it's like a dumb person trying to speak to a person like tt. Haha. tt was the funiest part to me:). And when i finally pulled myself tgtr and gathered my courage to speak, i was like speaking in monosyllables haha. So you get a jap word followed by a pause, then a word, then pause to think then a word again! Haha. funny la..haha..

the only thing i wished tt i had done b4 this was i shld had prepared myself for this role as group leader. cos as 1 , i was supposed to help my grpmates with their jap. i've only prepared for the language barrier part, but i was not mentally prepared u see. That was the big problem. I didnt know what to expect. so when i first saw them, i was stunned. Didn't know what to do..how to react. N during the interaction time, it was worse. Trust me, i cld feel tt the atmosphere btw the jap students n us was tense. Oh boy, man i shld had prepared b4 hand what to do during interaction. but now i know whati can do. self intro and play games. That type where it requires one another to get to know their grpmates names such as 007 or "tititutu" or even the vry simple 1 tt requires all of us to recite our grpmates names from 1 end of the grp to the other..tt sort. so now i know:). I feel tt i've learnt a lot from this experience. Yes i know be it big or small, successful or not i learn from every thing i've gone through. And all in all, i'm just glad tt i was given this opportuniy to learn this at no price and for the chance where not everybody can get to meet japanese guys for free and have fun! Boy oh boy i want takahashi.. my new eyecandy((: hehe.

Busy busy

2007-10-28T14:21:00.000+08:00

2nd post, here goes...
there's been a lot of things going on in my life right now.. many many to be exact..
there's the homework, lab reports, tutorials, projects..etc. and there's also food and the people..
And ya not to forget the most impt 1 and ha the most interesting one to me will have to be the Japanese Cultural exchange that i'll be going for next Wednesday!! hehe. I'm really looking forward to that((: I've read the grouping list and my partner will be Ichikawa Takatsugu. Hmm..I think my partner's a girl..haha I'm not suprised actually. But if i could choose, i will very much want my partner to be a boy and preferallbly someone handsome^-^ haha. However, it doesn't really matter. I'm just really glad that they are around our age group, which is around 17 to 18 yrs old. cos it would have probably be a bit funny considering that there were also other older students taking Jap lsns too. We would feel like we were baby-sitting them u see. So yup i have like 4 lab reports to do!! which is the ''many many " that i was talking about and i am going to rush and complete at least 1 to 2 reports tonight. Tata

2007-10-18T01:14:00.001+08:00

since i cant post my first post, this is my second post...grr fed up.. cant post e first one cos it got saved in e drafts.. n i dont know how to publish it...